[ he will probably get her in something like this which is not hideous but it is very...bright. ]

I do not know what kind of life you lead, if it was full of unkindness like his but you are safe here. Even if I am not around, Zichen will look after you. [ and of course, her 'brother', but he feels that goes without saying. ]

I - [ there is hesitation. maybe fear of failure? ] I want to save him from his darkness. Whatever it is that is haunting him - I cannot fix his past or those memories. I can only offer him a better life here, a happier one and guide him to become a better person.

The person I am sure he is and would have been had karma been kinder. When I first met him I thought he was beyond redemption but he has shown that is no true because he wishes to change. Maybe I want to save him from... himself.

He does not have to be alone when he has us. When he has [ oh. ] me.

[ sorry a-qing. he has a lot of feelings about xue yang. ]

I apologise, this was - it's not - everything will be fine, eventually I am sure.